I'm sure you're tired of hearing the whole climate refugee turned Free OWN citizen story. So let's move on to the fun stuff. To lucid dreaming and teleportation.
Let's talk about The Forgetting.
It comes in under a second, and before you know it, you've forgetten. It's quick, because it's programmed in our genes. But we can train our brains to remember. Or at least to explore that neural pathway next time.
You can start with your dreams. That's what I did. Explore that ocean.
However, The Forgetting is not limited to dreams. There are parts of us that quickly choose to forget certain thoughts while we're awake. The disturbing thoughts, and their painful feelings.
That night before my teleporation, all of those hidden thoughts came back up at me. All at once.
I couldn't stop them. Fear turned into paranoia, which turned into defeat.
I finally cried. And it was only then that I realized that I had missed Him. He had been my childhood best friend. He had promised me Eternity and Heaven. He had placed me second and broken my heart. He was an abomination - the entirety of the Creative Principle of the Multiverses and beyond reduced down to a 'he' and shoved down our throats by the patriarchy.
Still, I missed my childhood best friend. And yes, I did speak to him, just before I leaped.
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